Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Something Happened

Something seemingly happened over night.  Her name ran through my head today, like it unfortunately does from time to time.  But this time was different.  This time my head did not spin around and fire did not shoot from my ears.  Okay.  Okay.  That never really happens.  BUT I do get sick to my stomach and immediately feel the need to  Today, though, that did not happen.  I felt at peace.  Calm.  It was amazing.  Maybe I have truly started to forgive.  Oh My Gosh, I may truly be growing up here...stay tuned.


  1. I went through the same thing with my ex. However, I let it burn me up for years before I started to forgive. You are the winner here though- you have the most beautiful little girl to hold every day. The witch does not. *ouch* I am harboring bad feeings again *lol* It does get better :O)

  2. Wow... That's all I can say. I've been reading your blog and your baby is beautiful. You are such a strong woman and you give me inspiration. Thank you